My confession

Today, I told my parents that I'm bisexual, but more interested in girls...

I've always been looking for the perfect moment to tell my parents and come out of the closet.
Well today I told them.
I was cooking food with my father when my mother comes in the kitchen and they start to talk about relationships, and asked if I was dating, and was there any guys I was interested in.
Just suddenly I opened my mouth and told them
"Mom, dad, I'm bisexual, I'm more interested in girls tho' "
(Well I don't have any problems with guys but, right now...Girls ;) )
Both of my parents faces became white as sheets and I was waiting for their respond.
My father had been talking many times about gay people and how respect he showed them because of their courage to show people their love.
Well my dad started smiling and said
 "Good for you hun, if you ever get a girlfriend, just tell me, I would be happy to know that my girl is happy"
My mother was silent. When my dad had responded to me she looked at me.
"I'm surprised that you had the courage to tell us. I was surprised. I'm so proud of you" my mom said and smiled at me she started hugging me and then said "I want you to be happy, no matter what others say, be happy and know that we will always be on your side".
I was actually a little surprised that they were so happy for me.
But I'm still trying to think how to tell my friends how to tell them, well it really isn't their business but still.
I hope other ones whom is thinking of confessing to your parents will be as easy as it was to me.
Of course it takes much courage, but they say "You loved me before you knew, you will love me after you knew. It can't be a reason to start hating me"
Just take it easy, you will find the courage to confess to your parents, as I did. It took me years to find my courage to tell my feelings and to tell my parents.

Good description, bad plot.

Okey, I'm going now straightforward with this.
Have ANYONE of you ever read the best description in a manga you can ever get.                                     But then... the manga actually was so boring or you just got choked about it.

Well today anyway, I started reading a manga. again.
Well the description was ok, and I got the feeling I really wanted to read it. Many had commented that the manga was recommended so here I took off to the manga world.

After reading about 3 chapters the head characters murdered someone, and the whole manga
is about how they are going to escape from the police, and how to "clean up" the ones whom figured it out.
WAIT WAIT. STOP! This wasn't in the description.
The description: (Or somewhat like this)
She was bullied in her old school so she moved away with her parents and in the school she met
a boy she thought would seal her pain away.

Seriously? the description sounded like a romance about a couple in school! BUT it's actually about murder.
In the 10 chapters I read many people were seriously hurt!

In the description they should have written:
She got bullied in her school so she and her parents moved away to get a new start in high-school.
She gets an new boyfriend who is bulling her and a boy in her class, one day she and the bullied boy murder her boyfriend and make it look like a suicide. How are we going to shake the police off?

Like that, I would have been happy!
Well the plot is fine, seriously, I might been over reacting but still.
It's not like I'm over reaction just because the description is a liiiiiiiiiittle false?
No I'm thinking "What if a 10 year old little girl want's to read manga and finds this and thinks it's a love story because of the description and suddenly starts reading a bloody book of murder"

I really like the story but the description just irritates me.
I can't be the only one who experienced this!

And then to an other manga I read today.
It really got me pissed off because a character.
She thought she was the queen of the world.
She couldn't say I/me/my she only said her name "Mimi hates bad people, Mimi goes home"
Sound's childish right? Okey okey, they are meant to be the "bad guys" in the manga. But it seriously pisses me off! It's okey if she is in a couple of sides but when she is in every chapter in every side it pisses me off!
I really didn't want to punch my computer in two so I stopped reading...
Well goodnight. I'm going to sleep!

Just gonna say

I'm going to update this blog.
There won't only be things about anime anymore, I'm going to post things about my real life happenings and
thoughts. Hoho! Well, sure there will be about anime and manga to, I'm an otaku what did you expect!
I really wish you like my new "refreshed" blog.
Well, I might even put videos here on the blog :P

Small kid, big pride

So, finaly! Test week is over~
I have been reading Gamaran, a awesome, but a little weird manga.
Gamaran is a manga about martial art. The time is based in the Edo-era (Japans bloodiest time in history)

Gamaran is about a 14-15 year old boy named Gama Kurogane.
He is the son of Jinsuke Kurogane a.k.a Slaughter of a Thousand men.'
Gama started training martial art in Ogame-school when he was 9 years old. Gamas father betrayed the Ogame-school by slaughtering many students and "senseis"(teachers). Gama vows to his father that he will find him and cut him down when he is stronger. After Gamas father disappeared, he started guarding the Ogame-school, and trained his sword skills through cutting down people who tried to provoke the Ogames, or just to "test" them if they where worthy the Ogame. He trained this way because there where no teachers in Ogame left. Well many MANY years passed and Gama is now 14-15years old when Naoyoshi Washitzu came with his friends to the Ogame to ask the Slaughter of a Thousand men something.
Gama also tested Naoyoshis friends, whom was also martial artist, and cut them down. 
But he allowed them to enter.When Naoyoshi learned that Jinsuke wasn't around anymore, he also learned that Gama is Jinsukes son. He wants to ask the same question to Gama.
"Will you enter the Grand Unabara Tournament" 
Later it's reviled that Naoyoshi is actually the 28th prince of the Japans ruler.                                              And then Gama enters the Grand Unabara Tournament with his friends and Naoyoshi.                               But there's more secrets hidden in the tournament than they now, what is it?

Okey... This manga is interesting, it's about martial arts, which I love. It's historical, awesome.
But this manga can sure make me wonder, a 9 year old kid beats up fully grown men with his "awesome" sword skills which he learned in a year. Well... Let's say that the teachers there where great. *cough*
This is nicely drawing and the story... is ok. It's not only about the tournament, there is more after the tournament and stuff. But sometimes, only sometimes. Gamas katana tricks are so... unreal. Like one of the tricks are that he seems to fall to the ground and suddenly puts more pressure to his feet and leaps to his enemies blind spot and cuts the enemy from the side. Sure... you can do that... without touching your hands on the ground because you have your hands holding the god damn SWORD!
The fight scenes are awesome, but often are so long, many chapters. It's always awesome when they learn new tricks and so but... And then, some of the enemy characters look ...abnormal, not human.         But still the characters personalities are very different and often very awesome, psycho... very different from other characters. And then there's often very weird weapons...                                   

Gamas personality is often the best. He often acts childish and laugh about everything or mocks his friends. But when it comes to martial arts, that's serious sh*t. He turns like from a 10year olds personality to a professional business man. First he takes his enemy lightly to piss them of to show their real power and when the enemy is pissed of he switch mood and cuts the enemy.


I would recommend this manga to those who loves martial arts or historical.

Manga: Gamaran
Stars: 4
Genre: Historical, Shounen, Adventure, Martial arts, Comedy,Action 

The last one at the right is
Gama Kurogane :)

Embarrassing Shopping [Oh damn...]

Well well....
Long time no see my miracle followers...
This post is going to be so embarrassing...for me.
I have a confession to make!
I'm a yaoi fan.... hee hehehe..he.. Stop laughing this is serious.
Today at school I was reading my very awesome magazine named "Japan Pop" and noticed that one of the pages where stuck together. And I somewhat opened it and noticed a new side I NEVER EVER read before. It was an yaoi side, like they where giving stars to different manga and stuff... don't blame me for opening the side but. Well I noticed a psychological yaoi (I love psychological manga >:)))) )
It was called "In these words", it was a very beautiful name and, the art was catchy too. They gave it 5 stars and said it was awesome.

In these words is about a police psychiatric whom is chasing a serial-killer, who has raped the people he killed. Well they got him and he says he will only confess his crime to Anaso, the police psychiatric.
Anaso wakes up in some sort of a building with the murderer, Shinohara.
Anaso starts having weird dreams about Shinohara while raping some sort of a body and cutting it.
Is this the future, has this happened, why is Anaso having these dreams?

Well you can't say that this didn't sound interesting ^  ? Right? Right????
No just joking, if you don't like yaoi, it's okey *cough*
Well I rushed home to search it online on all sorts of manga sites... I didn't find it.
And then I ******** *********** ****************!!! noticed that you have to Buy the manga to read it... damn... It doesn't cost to much. That's not the problem.
The problem is, that my dad has the main computer, where the whole family shops in. I'm underage, so I have to have my DAD buy the manga to me... And I live in such a small village where everyone, knows everyone. Oh god damn it. This is embarrassing. But I have to by it.... I just have to D:

This is me/ Swimming in homework

I'm so sorry for not posting for so long *freaking out*

Well... this is not those usual anime manga rating posts, in this post you will hear about my very boring every day life *evil laugh*

Okey... some of you might know... but I love to sleep. It's not those "Oh you sleep too much" 

I sleep MORE than much. I mean it's crazy. I can sleep trough a whole day, without noticing anything.. hehe... Oh these many week ends when I go to sleep at Friday night, and wake up at Sunday morning... Yes it may sound very weird, but it has happened to me many times. Well not every week end but... Well my parents are used to it and are calling me a sloth, the animal ok? OK?

Well usually I'm in collage in the neighbor village, I'm studying to become a practical nurse, and no I will, I WILL NOT fall asleep during work. (I got a new job btw. yay... watching over kids... yeeb..)

Well, the collage... is ok.. early mornings... I've only been late one time, wow... and that morning, the first lesson... I had an exam... I had to take the exam later... well I passed the exam with full points... yey.

Ok, some of you may wonder that "Wtf is this chick talking about.... HE?"

Well I haven't been posting for a looooooooooooooooooooong time with a big L.

It's because of exams, homework, more homework and more homework and my job, and homework.

It's like I have to make everyday a presentation, and then do extra homework and watch over my sister and to work. WELL I will not let this blog die! Never!

Tomorrow I will post about an awesome manga called Gamaran, so wait for it my dear readers ;)

 Oh and if you want me to read or watch an anime, please put a suggestion in the comments, I will be very happy :)

I'm going to sleep now, sleep well fellow readers :)

"I would be happier if I were...*"

"I would be happier if I were ...........dead*"

I don't know if you ever heard of an manga named Variante.

It's good. But I recommend it to people around ages of 15-> 

If your under 15, this manga will be bloody and make you cry.

I'm f* 17 and I cried so much I was afraid that my eyes would pop out of my head!

Description of Variante:

Aiko (The head character) should be dead among her family, but she wakes up in a very weird 

hospital. She wakes up with no recollection of what happened that night. She doesn't have any scars 

on her body but when she sees her left arm that seems rotting, she remembers everything. 

She later finds out that she is in holds of the police (Some sort of a special police force)

And finds out that with her left arm she can fight/ eat monsters.

And she is left with two choices. 

Kill monsters and die when a monster kills her on a mission OR be sent to a research lab and die

of all the test they will do to her.

In this manga, it's so sad, I mean really sad, don't expect a happy ending!

My last thought after reading this manga "How can you still smile Aiko, HOW!?!?"

But no matter what, just keep on reading.

The drawing is so awesome. The story is awesome but sad.

Oh... and the manga sites (like mangafox.me / mangahere.com) will all warn that this manga is 

"sexual attracted"

 NO worries my dear followers, it's not. They really just warn about all the blood there.

Here's a little video of Variante for you :) 

Manga: Variante

Genre: Action, Drama, Horror, Mature,

 Mystery, Psychological, Romance,Sci-fi, Tragedy

Rateing: 5 awesome stars! ( 5 / 5 )

Read manga: http://mangafox.me/manga/variante/

Just keep, just keep reading it. Really it's so awesome.